It was none of those things, entirely. I did feel all of those, but those kinds of feelings have never stood in my way before. It was the notion that once started how would I stop and what if after a few attempts I don't have anything to say. Well with the variety of projects my life partner, The Centipeep, and I have going and the great opportunities that are opening up for us in our new life that is coming and the slow dismantling of the life we are completing, there is no end of crap to write about. If only there was more time.
The question I still have is what am I trying to say and do with this blog? I am still a little afraid to commit my self to print, out in the open, with those thoughts and opinions I hold true. I want to tell everyone about the stuff we are doing and you can judge us accordingly. Actually, I do not want to be judged, I am not seeking approval and I do not have an agenda. I want to share the insights and opinions I have developed over the years while a passenger on this tour bus.
In future blogs I will explore my story and discover where I really come from and who I really am. This will be as big a surprise to me as it may be to you. I have cloaked myself (still do) in so may personas it will take a "Brain Comb" straighten it out. As my brain is starting to go bald I had better start now.
The other thing I want to do with this blog is talk about the things that matter to The Centipeep and me. Our stories tell it all. As I ready different works for publication I will share those with you and crave the comments and criticism you as a devout Moon-Chitlen will fling my way like monkey poo from your precious brain buts. Also I am likely to share my considerable views on the world, politics and how it should be ignored, religion and how it should be done-away-with, health and how we can take control of our minds and bodies.
So if anyone out there how wants to add there opinions, keep it short because this is my place to rant. But if you have a rant page of your own then share that with me. I hope I can transcend bitching about what is wrong (after a little bitching) and expound on the positive I see in this crazy world. I want to offer my golden insights into the future that could be if we all imagine it.
Yes, I do intend to talk about magic. Not the pull a rabbit out of the hat or make the statue of liberty disappear kind, but the kind of magic we all can do with our minds, hearts and higher-selves. This personal magic is what I have used all of my life to get what I want, solve problems that confront me and protect my self from harm that others would impose on me. I have had great success and many failures all of which have helped me grow and learn. The techniques and dispense I will discuss I have not articulated in some time so it may take awhile for it to make sense but i promos it will eventually.
That is all for now. I am not sure how often I will blog and what I will say. For now I am enthused and look forward to putting some positive energy out there while venting some negative. As we will discuss in future posts, life if short and so much around you is distraction. With clarity of mind and spirit we will truly see what is important and what is not relevant.
I strive to be less judgmental and more forgiving.
This is Moonchild Out!
